but a feeling told me i should watch the video marion asked me to.
and im glad i did.
it didnt take away the pain.
but it made me realise.
truly realise.
that forgiveness must be genuinely from the heart.
people may say they forgive you.
and they might decide to forgive you.
In their mind, they have forgiven you.
but if its not from the heart, it doesnt count.
its just something you say out.
because true forgiveness means you are hurt
by the person,
but you no longer blame the person for hurting you.
you put it behind you and start afresh.
i dont believe i did that much in my life.
i believe a lot of people didnt too.
what i believed as forgivenness isnt really true
forgiveness.
and 1 thing i never achieved in my life is
self forgiveness.
its what people need to move on,
to go on with life thinking
whatever you have done is over and done with.
no need to brood about it.
i have never been able to forgive myself for a lot
of things ive done.
people ive hurt, words ive said.
i move on, but somehow,
it has become a part of me.
part of a rock i have never dropped since birth.
forgiving means you will leave it behind you and
move on.
it will be a part of your past,
but never a burden to your future.
i shall try and attempt to be more acceptive of people.
to forgive and not to forget.
to let go and not to hold on to my rock.
i shall try.
Thanks marion.
I needed that. :3
"When deep injury is done to us,
We never recover until we forgive.
Forgiveness does not change the past.
But it does enlarge the future."
--Mary Karen Read
